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This is the blog zone. A journal where I'll give a recount of my day to day adventures of mediocrity, to archive my current state of mind, whether it was a good or bad or neutral day. Journalling and documenting the life is an underrated feat, it gives all your descendants and your future self a glimpse into a version of yourself that no longer exists, it ages well, it points out your flaws. I hope you can get something out of any of this. It is not much but it is mine...
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Where I write professional critiques about the media I consoom. TV shows, movies, books, music and other media falls within my critique. We are very lucky to be the type of humans to consoom, that is, have access to an overwhelming amount of media, so much so that many of spend our free time watching it. I am the webmaster, meaning my opinions are always right and shall not be questioned. If you limit your worldview to this tiny website, you will agree. Maybe by writing about the things I consoom, I can better appreciate the many things I consoom. Either way, I am forced to consoom not by only myself but by everyone around me, and they can say the same thing. To consoom is like a snake that tries to eat its own tail.
2025
January 7th, 2025
Consoomer Probe
WWE AND MUCH OF ITS ARCHIVES ARE NOW ON NETFLIX. Gone are the days of silly pirating months ago, I will now be back into wrestling. THey have all the royal rumbles, wrestlemanias, all new RAWs, smackdowns, etc.. I watched the Mcmahon documentary the other day, that is very fun to watch even if you do not know much about wrestling or the WWE. They talk about so many interesting topics like the montreal screwjob, steroid issues, their insane back and forth battle with WCW, Owen Hart's death and everything to do with the Mcmahon family, I would highly recommend it if you want to watch a lot of time. RAW was very fun to watch, but like my brother said, it wasn't much of a regular RAW and more of a special event with all these cameos and crazy events, still very good though. I wonder why people were booing Hulk Hogan so much. The whole thing was a celebration of being on netflix, which I think was a really smart idea.
January 6th, 2025
I've been very lazy on my Christmas break. My brother visited which meant spending a lot of my time watching movies and playing games, a big difference from work and school. I also got very sick over this break, turning me into a neet like baby for two weeks. With my flawed mindset, this always makes it harder to return back to a normal persons schedule. I also was not very close to God at this time, not allocating a proper amount of time that I did have towards devotions. Our struggle with sin is constant and we have to be constantly keeping watch and discouraging it, always.
Happy new year, we are half way through a decade that has been filled with technological takeover and political gunk. We just gotta put trust in God and keep on going, better outlooks on things. I have started the second semester of my plumbing program and I think I will learn a lot of actually practical stuff and theoretical things that I can hopefully stick in my head. I think the best way to continually add to this website while maintaining school, work, leisure and faith is to simply to write of these things as they happen. When things begin to slow down and I am just working, maybe then I can try to delve into unrelated topics and write about that, we will see. 2015 was ten years ago, and as I get older, the age of media that I considered new that is now 5+ years old constantly suprises me. This occurs so frequently that I am starting to get desensitized to it as any olding person would. Been getting into drumming lately, might buy an electric drumset off of a friends brother eventually. I want to get a practise pad and use that in the meantime. I was thinking of making my own drumset using buckets, pan lids and other objects that somewhat resemble the sounds of a drum, as an actual drumset is both very expensive and far louder than the noise that some old bucket would make. I played a lot of smash bros, gangbeasts, rocket league and super mario bros on my sister's switch over the break. These are all very fun games if you have someone to play with. I have always disliked smash and gangbeasts but once you actually are forced to sit down and learn how the game works, it begins to become a lot of fun (with people). I actually pretty much hated smash bros for a long time because of how brainless it felt, the disproportionate level of power between characters, the insane maps where its hard to understand what is going on and the bunch of random anime characters that I didn't recognize at all (this critique is kind of unfair lol).
I am sorry for the neglect of the website, I find it tricky to be motivated enough in my free time at the end of the day to put my brain towards writing something, I gotta try more though while always leaving time for devotions and hopefully making it a habit (and even an addiction). I love ketchup.
2024
December 17th, 2024
Sorry for the absense of the website. Been busy and when I haven't, I have been lazy. I finished my first semester of this plumbing program, a waste of time in my opinion. If every single detail of this society was not saturated to death, I would not be forced to do a pre-apprenticeship just to hopefully find a job at some point. My final mark in 'plumbing math' was %100. I literally did perfect on every single test, and that is not even a brag, I remember doing this stuff in grade 5. I got very high marks in all my other classes. The only enjoyable/challenging class is the G3 gas tech class. I hope the next semester is alittle more challenging.
The snow has begun and it took a few weeks of hesitation but I finally got the snow tires on. Been a little slippery at times but its alright. Went to a bar for the first time this month (legal) and we played pool and it was very fun, a random floppy underdressed woman in her mid 30s (average bar woman) slapped my friend on the butt for no reason. Been working, had to stay home yesterday because I got sick, didn't even get to go to church on sunday, I tried the online live stream thing and that sucked, if that isn't your only option for worship, don't do it. Being sick and half awake is the closest you can get to feeling like you are on drugs without being on drugs, its almost a natural sign of something. This week I work and then I get two weeks off with occasional work here and there. Christmas is coming, not a CHRISTmas but more a C(onsoom)hristmas. All about presents and buying and mindless decorating. Every holiday has been distorted to align with the most corrupt attributes of our ways, for the sake of spending and spending rather than to enjoy the holidays for their original reasons for existing. Easter is about chocolate, Valentines Day is about flowers and cards, Christmas is about everything YOU want. The least corrupted holiday is probably thanksgiving as of now. When I was sick and stayed home, I spent an embarrasing amount of time on youtube over the course of two days, watching political things that just suck you in, and spending a lot of time watching mrballen, a former navy seal who does a very good job of telling disturbing true stories, its addicting. His content matches the exact stuff I like to waste time on when I degrade myself to that sense for a period of time. I would highly recommend that channel to people who want to get lost in a sea of watchable content. Its not visually stimulating but to just listen, wow. I clean through my entire room and organized my stuff for hours on monday when I stayed home listening to this guy. Youtube allows you for the newfound opportunity of feeding the algorithm that being propaganda tailored to you. That is what makes it propaganda specifically, that it is uniquely tailored to your wants, so that you shall continually feed on it. If only I spent those hours reading the bible or adding to this website (preferably the first)...
Been slowly reading through the book 'The Reason for God' by Timothy Keller and it has made me think a lot about things that I could not put into words. Very reassuring. I will try to write more soon, hopefully put out an article of some kind or start adding some frugal stuff, I find it a lot easier to work on this website when I have some bigger responsibility such as work to allow me to look forward to this. Have a good one, sleep is important.
November 28th, 2024
I am considering whether I should upgrade my phone plan or just keep what I have. A year ago, I remember being at the mall getting a phone plan and the salesman was almost getting annoyed at me for getting the cheapest plan. 100 minutes, 3G, no data.
"Its only 8 dollars more a month.", he stated in an hesitant tone, trying to get me on the $23 plan with data and unlimited minutes rather than the $15 plan I wanted. I didn't use data ever and it was rare for me to even get close to 100 minutes of calling each month since you can now just call people through the internet. Over time, my phone provider would randomly add benefits to my plan, such as randomly increasing my data speed to 4G even when I didn't have any data. After about 9 months, they eventually gave me 500 mb every month which was awesome to see. I don't see myself getting close to that limit with the occasion map look up while driving. If I ever do start working a job that will require me to drive to different and intricate locations every day, then I could easily find myself exceeding that data limit and sadly having to turn on location services. This will not be for a while though as even when I do get a plumbing job, it will involve driving to the shop everyday and leaving in a van from there. If we can assume that I would save $8 every month by choosing this plan over another one (minimal savings, I could even compare it to an even more expensive plan like $30 average), then I would save $96 every year that I do this. Bam.
I love having to pay $100 minimum for a textbook of a class with a unaware teacher that just posts the answers and everything you need from each chapter online. It highlights a very problematic part of post secondary education that is simultaneously engrained into the system of it so that things become tricky if you even wanted to try and fix this. My welding textbook is complete garbage, the chapters are completely out of order and the page numbers are all jumbled up. This made it really confusing to easily find the right chapter as you would be approaching chapter 5 and what came was chapter 32 for some reason. As a coping mechanism for this, I went out of my way to use the textbook, put tabs in it, highlight and rely on it for the tests, while no one else was doing that. They didn't need to, it might have been easier to even not use the textbook. $100 for a paperback textbook. I've probably spend around $1000 on books for my course and since this is the standard, nothing changes. People pirate things but this only makes it more expensive, and a lot of the books I needed were very specific and couldn't even be pirated if I wanted to. After all this schooling, I'll have a surplus of unwanted textbooks that I'll have to find a way to get rid of. I dunno man...
November 26th, 2024
This past week has been quite unpredictable. I get the great news last monday that my insurance dropped by a crazy amount, now making it very cheap. Car insurance is a scam enough, they will raise it because of things you were born with and cannot control. An older guy I know from work who has very low insurance since his driving record is practically perfect until his car insurance company randomly raised it because he lived in an 'accident prone area', or my friend whose insurance slowly raised by $40, when he asked his insurance company why they did such a thing, they couldn't give him a straight answer. After I got my 'G' license, my insurance dropped to %40 of what I was paying before, so at the moment I am not complaining too much out of fear that they will randomly raise it again. They can do whatever they want, you will still need car insurance by law and always be such a suckers. Then last week, on wednesday night I parked on the street, on thursday morning, I drive to work and as I am getting out of my car I see a giant dent on the side of my car that one would only get from backing into my car. From where my car was parked, I concluded that someone who was at my neighbors house backed into my car, was too scared to face responcibiliy and fled the scene. Initially I was pretty angry but that turned into more of a hopeful perespective, praying for the sin of their life to not hold them captive to such an embarrasing scale. With how laws are set up, even though I know what house it came from, if I do not have video proof or witnessed the accident, I can't do anything. I see blue paint scratched off on my grey car but have seen no blue car at that house since. Situations like this help to remind us of what we are rightly subjected to go through as humans in this chaotic world. If you hit someones car, it might be easier to flee, but if you call yourself a mature adult, the right thing to do is to stay and admit your fault.
Also did my own oil change by myself for the first time on Saturday. I get too formulative and hesitant when it comes to working on cars and that often prevents me from wanting to do much on them. Last week though, I put aside all this over thinking and got to work. The only struggles I had was finding a good place to jack the car up and a determining how much oil I put into the car as the clear plastic on the side of the jug wasn't too helpful. Since I've started driving, I've done two or three other oil changes with a friend or with my dad which is alright but I was depending on someone else to follow the process of the job.
November 15th, 2024
The other day, my friends showed me AI generated Minecraft. It uses many examples of gameplay and simulates the game using AI. This technology is mind blowing even now and will be able to do really scary but apealling things in only a few years. I felt my brain losing its sense of object permanence and feel a habitual change in my surroundings that you would never be able to feel in the natural world and only using artificial intelligence. In this simulation, you would look at the ground and look up again and be in a completely different place, or you would find wood planks randomly in your inventory, place it and slowly pan towards to see that you have spawned a whole village, or finding a dark corner and upon turning around, being in a cave. The inventory and falling into water can be visually inexplicable.
Imagine in the future, you have a story game like Life Is Strange, where you get different characters and get to make different decisions with unique gameplay and experiences every time you start a new game. I think it would be a initially revolution art experience that would capture all the time of the average consumer and eventually bring about a complete saturation of consumable content and physical situations or plots. We will be constantly craving this mindlessly generated garbage and will spend all our free time eating it up and then craving more and more, like an addiction.
November 11, 2024 - Mechanical Pencils Vs. Regular Pencils
I honestly prefer regular pencils over mechanical in most situations. My friend that does use mechanical pencils prefers the larger sizes of graphite available than the smaller ones. Just to have a pencil, with a separate eraser and a sharpener compared to the mechanical pencil, the cartridge and a separate eraser again as two options for a long term solution; the regular pencil, separate eraser and sharpener seem more viable to me.
Durability:
I do like mechanical pencils, but one thing that seems to bother me is how frequently these little graphite sticks break as a result of my heavy handwriting. I find that any time in writing, the thoughts begin to flow and I am almost writing frantically, I naturally begin to press alittle harder and the graphite usually ends up breaking quite frequently, ending a wombo-combo writing streak. If i were to step on a regular pencil, get it stuck under a chair or drop it, the worst thing that could happen is for the lead to break and have to resharpen it, but with a mechanical, the whole body could break as a result of the plastic or the mechanism could get wrecked. The graphite frequently breaking over and over using a mechanical is very common for me, and one of the biggest things keeping me from preferring them over a regular pencil. My younger juvenile self would have preferred mechanical pencils but as I grew up, I saw the winner of practicality.
Practicality:
Mechanical pencils seem to be an overcomplicated solution to a problem that was already solved, I understand that there is scenarios where a mechanical pencil is better, such as the antithesis to my problem mentioned in the last paragraph (a regular pencil being too heavy in the way it writes (width) compared to the stable diameter of the sticks of graphite) and for certain drawing operations, but for the regular use for people like you and me, regular pencils seem to triumph. The more you complicate an item, the more potential diversity of problems you could have with it.
Cost:
On a frugal note, mechanical pencils are more expensive than regular pencils, but even then, you can continue to use mechanical pencils over and over again and regular pencils can only be used so much until it becomes impractical (stub). You could get a pencil extension tool to use all of your pencil, but that is only another expense. I wouldn't be surprised if mechanical pencils cost less in the long term.
Overall, these are both good options and it is a tricky choice now looking at the cost aspect, but I think I would still prefer a regular pencil. I dunno, they both have good uses.
November 8th, 2024 - Dream Journal
Today I slept in after having some really strange dreams from the night before. I dreamt that I was walking aimlessly through a retirement home with multiple floors, and every time I went up a floor, it got more and more luxurious. There was many strange rooms, such as a room with many old pianos that an old lady was singing and playing on, rooms out of a weird abstract video game with floating shapes and in that room, an old woman I know from my job at the retirement home, who is always desperately bored, wandering around, trying to get a taste of something sweet from the kitchen, standing in our way. Lately she has been losing her keys a lot and going to the managers for help, even though the keys are always in her purse. She is completely clueless and it is frightening to see. She was in the dream, in that abstract room of the giant retirement home with low ceilings and many little rooms, and an out of style green trim on all the walls. She had fallen in that room when I walked in and when I went up to help her, she began to die and it looked as if she was melting and her soul was purging from her being. I was sad in the dream, but right before she was about to die and stop moving, she restored herself and got up in an instant and began walking again, emotionless. I felt in a lost realm of confusion, a backrooms of some sort.
After that, I had another dream that consisted of me in my kitchen at night with a cool light from the open fridge calmly illuminating the floor of the kitchen, and when I opened the fridge and all the cupboards, it was all packed with chocolate chocolate chip muffins, with chocolate chips scattered all around them in the fridge and the cupboard. I sprinkled a few individual chocolate chips in mouth and then saw all these fictional chocolate cereal brands like chocolate coated Cheerios and chocolatey Frosted Flakes. My sister had left a giant water pitcher full of milk and these fake chocolate brands that she had barely touched. In my dream, I had convinced myself that I had to eat that whole thing, as it would soon get soggy and go to waste if no one ate it. So I started chugging this pitcher, drowning in this fake chocolatey milk and cereal, being sick to my stomach yet continually drinking. I just kept drinking and drinking until the dream abruptly ended and I woke up.
I didn't get a lot of sleep on this day, I'm curious as to why my brain was imaginative when it was tired and lacking sleep but when I sleep a normal amount, sleeping involves a faint blackness until I wake up. If we could find ways to dream every night, our lives would be even more full of experience. Don't even get started on lucid dreams and all that scary stuff. We spend a third of our lives sleeping, we should look into these things. I'll get back to you on that.
September 16, 2024
A nice monday today, woke up and had classes at 8 again and put some of what i learned to the test, building a black iron and pex contraption in a group. following that i ate a nice sandwich and had theory class which was okay, nothing special. i now have 4 hours to spare, waiting around in the library for my next class, gas tech. i can appreciate that i have build a hobby that i can work on if i just have a laptop or anything to write with, my website. for that reason i have to pack two meals, lunch and dinner, so i have been carrying around a cooler all day and getting funny looks because of it (it doesn't fit in my locker, i need a bigger locker). because of my hobby, i can sit in a cubby in the back corner of the library, listening to elder scroll relaxing music or something that makes good backround music such as that and just type away about anything, including typing about doing that (as i am doing now).
sabbath was nice yesterday, the church community is very great, i get so inspired seeing their homes sometimes as we go to peoples places for lunch sometimes. its awesome seeing a living room without a tv and for entertainment, simply read and talk to eachother. if you do want to watch tv, you could have a separate room for it, but get a relatively small tv, one that does not encourage you to sit in front of it all day. another idea i had just now, would be to incorporate the setup of a home pc with the monitor being a tv screen. i have done this before in my room years ago so i could have an epic awesome screen for gaming and something to watch movies on. it would be the same as having a dual monitor, as you could split your screen and be able to see things alright! putting thought and effort in how you design your house can save or lose you and your family's time in massive amounts over the years. by not having a tv in your living room, you would spend your time towards much better things. what is very important in my life is this the less time i spend consooming and the more time i spend creating things, spending time with people and learning new things (not through consooming) the better. time with other people is crucial in this life.
i have been trying to eat less of foods that contain sketchy ingredients such as vegetable oil, canola oil, or any of the other fake stuff they put in what we eat. it has been very difficult to do that because most of what we eat now is another for our hormones to be altered and our systems inflammed. everything has these bad oils, i want to eat crackers or peanut butter or other stuff and theres always these things on the back. i can really appreciate foods that i hated as a kid more now for how natural they are, such as plain, unseasoned popcorn, beans, pasta, oatmeal, spinach and more. the other modern stuff will weaken you. low income families will resort to margarine, vegetable oil and cheap processed snacks to feed themselves and this will only keep them down. this is one of the many ways the powerful control the weak. they want you to eat fake food in your tiny house with no real possession, captured by stimulating ai generated content all day long, this is our future and their dream.
September 9, 2024
Today I slept wrong, for the second day in a row, my neck hurt but I got out of bed and ate breakfast. Everyday for breakfast I have a third of a cup of oats, a third of a cup of milk and either honey, peanut butter or another sweetener, all mixed together in a little container the night before. Overnight, the oats will absorb the milk and the sweetener, making so I do not have to heat up and prepare oatmeal the next morning. As of now and generally with people my age, when I awaken from slumber, it is usually a pretty rushed morning with not much free time before I have to leave for school or work. Oatmeal is also quite filling and pretty cheap, which is another major reason for doing this.
In my rushed morning, I got out the door by like 7:10 to drive half an hour for my classes at 8:00. The road I drive had construction that I thought would have been done by this morning (as it looked completed) but I guess they had more stuff to do to it. Its winter half the year where I live, meaning that all the street construction they have to do is jammed into half the year. I had to drive around this construction as the road was not closed, but they had one lane where they would interval cars but that was taking too long. After finding my way, I was worried I was going to be late but I made it with like 5-10 minutes to spare.
I am in school right now, learning about plumbing mechanics so today, our second shop class ever, we just learned how to use tools the whole time which was pretty helpful, its nice to have a standard set for things I already might know, as it might teach me something new about how to use a tool. I used some cool new tools as well, like a hole hawg and a copper pipe cutter. I sort of chose plumbing blindly and was worried that I might not like it based on this schooling, but I only find myself liking it more. We also used a crimp thing for PEX piping, which was pretty simple and fun. Following that class, we all just sort of sat around for half an hour, waiting for our next class, plumbing theory.
That class was pretty fun, my teacher explained how wide of a trade plumbing covers, as well as some of the history of plumbing, like in London during the 1800s when it was all really stinky. Things are very tame, being the second week of school, I want more productive stuff to work on so I waste less of my free time.
After that I drove home and decided to be patient and just sit through that construction traffic. Sitting in traffic, you feel so lowly in society, you feel like a waste. I could have just gone around but some sheepish part of me decided to just sit and wait in the traffic. I got home and now I am typing this.
Thought Drivels
the less we come to appreciate nature, the less we appreciate god. urban living will probably result in spiritual suicide.
do I save my own life billions of times every time I drive? every split second I don't decide to veer the car into oncoming traffic, I am saving both my own life and everyone who is with me. I have saved one million plus lives (1 x 1,000,000 = 1,000,000). crazy!
I'd like to go to public areas and just pick up trash. everywhere you look there is so much litter and junk from careless people. this is not for environmental reasons really, I just think we oughta put more effect communally into maintaining public areas. if we can't respect the places we use, why respect anything. its hypocritical to trim your eyebrows then throw your empty drink into the streets you use everyday.
is it worth it to collect so much cut shrubbery and little branches, wait for it to dry out then burn it? it all goes up pretty quickly and is very smoky. I guess if you have mass amounts of it stored up then it can be a novelty of sorts.
the architecture is so modern. they subjectified artistic expression to make it all easier to make. its all squared and optimized to fit our society of creation and absorption. We are like a dirty sponge that keeps soaking up and squishing tainted water out, thirsting for more. we keep finding quicker and easier ways to soak up water.
we keep progressing mindlessly, finding easier ways to bypass the consequences of our sin that God has given us. this makes us blind to the fact that we are bad, we don't see any meaning behind our sin. we can isolate ourselves in our own little world and falsely 'escape' from all the troubles of this life, the only true way out is with Christ.
when I was a young lad, I would always grow my fingernails long and hated the feeling of having them short. I have seen a complete 180 as I've grown up, now the second my nails grow a little too long, I feel an intense need to cut them short. its almost scary how much we change in the span of a few years, all of our cells die and replace themselves every 5 years, meaning that the body you had 5 years ago is completely gone, you are now a different person. foods we all hate or love when we were young become foods we love or hate respectively as we grow up. it's such a sheer reminder of how temporary our physical being in this state is, it is mad decay. our memories remain, somehow, though distorted throughout the passage of time, after long enough, we cannot trust our own recounts.
Consoomer Probe
I consoomed movie or TV then wrote about movie or TV in this page. What is to be done about it? The more entrys, the more of a tragedy of time wasted. But I guess you could say that about this whole website...
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them (2016) - August 24, 2024
This movie was alright enough. It was the sort of the type of modern movie you watch and then forget about not long after. It was within the Harry Potter universe, but is completely separate from that story, it feels like a fan fiction in a way but J.K. Rowling helped with it so I guess it is canonical (which is still irrelevant as it has really nothing to do with the characters of the Harry Potter books. This Newt guy travels to the US to release his big bird in Arizona ends up accidently setting a bunch of his creatures loose in New York City and befriends a former auror that works for american magical authorities as well as a clumsy muggle that acts as their witness. They go around and try to recpature all the creatures in Newt's magical suitcase as well as figure out the issue of this obscurus thing that is flying around and destroying stuff for muggles to see. It was cool to see how the magical community differs around the world, like how they are called 'nomag' instead of 'muggle'. The final battle consisted of this boy who is the obscurus and they try to befriend him but instead, the american ministry shoot a bunch of spells at him and he explodes, and Johnny Depp as Grindelwald is revealed as this other character. The scene where Jacob walks into the rain to get obliviated was pretty good, but the rest of the movie and its characters were not very memorable, just a bunch of action and explosions, I found it hard to pay attention to what was going on. The movie felt like an unnecessary expansion on a universe that they knew people were going to rush to the theatres for, very consoomy. I know it sort of adds biase and further removes me from liking movies when seeing them in this way, but it is a valid thing. Forever making sequels and prequels is not the way, its just a safe way to make money rather than to risk something. This movie was okay overall, probably give it a 5.6/10. The movie did great visually though for the time (fashion, cars and buildings) it takes place in and had some creative expansion on the Harry Potter universe but not very memorable for me.
Chef (2014) - August 14, 2024
chef is simply about a guy who likes to cook food, and when he is put in a situation that limits him from his
creativity, he decides to take a risk and pursue his dream of owning a food truck with his son and his friend. for being
an r rated movie, it is pleasantly wholesome and relazing to watch. since the movie revolves around a chef balancing his
relationship with his son and food, this is one of those movies that makes you crave good food, which i believe it is
trying to do. i rarely find myself desiring food that is of a high quality from something like a movie, but media like
this and ratatouille did so. the movie begins with chef working at a restaurant, always working hard to prove himself
and his ideas until a food critic comes and mocks his work, sending him into a craze of food creativity, creating a
whole new menu. while hes doing all this, hes failing to find time with his son and his son is sad. theres this cool
scene where he makes a grilled cheese for his son that made me really hungry, and this other scene where the son's
tablet backround is heavy from team fortress 2. jon favreau plays his role very well, he is adequately overweight for
the role of an aspiring chef. he does not understand the internet either, which leads him to a big argument with the
food critic online and when he tries his new food menu at the restaurant for the food critic again, his boss does not
let him and he quits. he becomes a viral sensation because later that night, he visits the restaurant and begins yelling
at the food critic like a maniac. this loses him a lot of job opportunities which lets him go on a trip with his ex-wife
and son to start his food truck dream. the rest of the movie is the process of him getting his food truck from ironman,
fixing it up with his son, starting up his business with his friend and his son, teaching his son to work in a kitchen
like that and finding that his food truck is doing very well, ironically because of what dried up his job opportunities
in the first place. they drive all the way back home and he gradually gets closer and understands his son more, this is
the core of his developement, finding a compromise between the relationship with his son, and his passion of cooking
food. when they make it back home and the summer is over, meaning his son has to go back to school, he then decides to
have his son work with him on weekends and after school, and they can consistently spend time together. from here theres
no plot twists, no moment near the end of the movie where the characters get mad at eachother then make up, no villians,
he even makes up with the food critic he hated at the end because he ate at his food truck and loved it, offering the
opportunity for a restaurant. i was so surprised that such a modern movie simply ended happily like that, it felt like
an old movie, when movies would embrace simple storytelling. this is a good good movie, i rate 7 out of 10. i want to
eat now.
Crazy Stupid Love (2011) - August 7, 2024
This was a fun movie to watch, another nice long comedy movie of its time, lets you easily waste two hours on a weekend evening. It stars some people I like, such as Steve Carell who was in other good comedy movies such as this, like 40 year old virgin, where he practically plays the exact same character (real), or despicable me. Ryan Gosling is in this movie too, which means as a guy, I got natural urges to compare him to myself. The plot of this movie is pretty generic, but they found a way to make it exciting. Steve Carell gets cheated on in his boring marriage then meets Ryan Gosling, an And Rotate Andrew Tate type epic sigma character that sleep with women. He then helps Steve get to a stage where he can sleep with the females which is funny to watch as the major differences between these two character makes it funny. There's also a strange love triangle between Steve, his son (who has a crush on his babysitter) and his babysitter (who has a crush on Steve). It's a funny dilemma in itself that is the catalyst that brings all the other plots together. It was cool seeing the actor for the son as I recognise him from Zathura, a space jumanji movie that is not a ripoff because it was made by the same person. The son is pretty funny by being really honest for a kid, especially about how he feels about his babysitter and to the guy his mom slept with. Steve also still likes his wife so it makes him in a state of confusion and frustration throughout the movie as he is both trying to be with other women and somewhat make things work with his wife, who sucks, silly cheater. There's also this whole side plot with this random Emma Stone girl who eventually ends up with Ryan Gosling for bizarre reasons. It is then found out through the babysitter trying to find a way to sleep with Steve that all the plots are brought together and the plot twist is that the Emma Stone girl is actually Steve's daughter. That whole scene in the backyard was probably my favourite in the movie as it was such a shock that made you rethink everything about the movie's structure, that's what makes a good plot twist. So all the guys fight in the backyard and Steve's relationship it broken with his family because his daughter is dating Ryan Gosling, who he knows to be a wanderer with women and because his son knows that his crush likes his dad, which is funny in itself. With like 10 minutes left in the movie, Steve's able to bring everyone back together and it is a happy ending, being able to see eye to eye with Ryan dating his daughter. I likes alot how in the beginning of the movie, Ryan was slapping Steve as Steve was trying to be like Ryan but at the end of the movie, it is the exact opposite, Steve slapping Ryan because Ryan wants to be like Steve. It well summarizes two types of different ways men live their life.I thought this movie was pretty good and fit well in its boundaries for what it was trying to be, I would give it a 7/10. The two main characters and how they interacted with eachother is probably the best part of this movie.
SUMMERSLAM - August 3, 2024
summerslam is massive. I always forget how big wwe really is. there was this fat guy singing which was pretty funny, jelly rolls or something. the match between Ripley and liv was okay, the twist at the end that Dominick is with liv again or was scheming the whole time is funny. The next match with Bron breaker was sort of underwhelming, I would have liked sami zayn to have a bigger match but that's alright. then Logan Paul came out, a guy who I knew through YouTube dramas years ago, now wrestling for wwe which is really strange but cool to see. he does well in these types of environments, playing the same type of character, embracing the heel. YouTube dramas and their overall sillyness sort of resemble wwe's silly dramas sometimes, a cool parallel. this LA knight guy is good too, good with his promo. that match was great, a constant surprise of kicking out eaxhother s pins over and over again, messing with the commentary table and the prime cart thing. its great seeing matches use outside resources, makes it more immersive. some crazy flipping moves in this match, culminating with the maverick trying to use brass knuckles and it backfiring in his defeat. great match that was a rollercoaster of a time. I'm still never gonna buy prime.
the cm punk and macintyre match was fun to watch because the referee was seth rollins, which means the order of the math was badly maintained. they were able to do more extreme stuff like slam eachother into the ring and the stairs. their interractions between rollins was funny as they kept seeing his incompetence as a referee and how much of a distraction he was. it sucks that cm punk didnt win but he did a pretty good job considering their differences physically. after that was probably my favourite match in summerslam, gunther vs. damian priest. they both did a very good job with this match and i was suprised at how much they put eachother through. the slap noises that would echo through the arena when they hit eachother was the cherry on top, and all the slams they did were very impressive, considering how big they are. gunther is probably the best wrestler ive seen since ive starting watching wwe again, he has a very authentic direct style that fits well with his character. there was a part when they were back and forth on the top rope, that was pretty good, as well as the whole mid section of the match where gunther was obliterating priest, followed by finn balor causing a ruckus, giving time for priest to recover. the way matches can just change its narrative in a moment keep you on the edge, especially as right when you think priest is going to win, finn balor betrays him as the second internal rupture of judgement day occurs. he puts gunther's legs on the ropes, ruining the change of victory at that moment. priest looks up at the replay and is blown away by this betrayal, which lets gunther recover and puts priest in two sleeper holds, inevitably securing his victory.
the next match, being the main event, was cody rhodes defending the wwe title against solo sikoa. i didn't pay much attention to the first half of the match but after people started intervening such as randy orton and the bloodline twins, i was hooked again. according to 'bloodline rules', they were allowed to use weapons and people came in, it was a big disaster and that gave it its magic. roman reigns even came in at the end and ruined the match for solo sikoa and cody defended the belt!
overall, summerslam was a very fun event to watch, with my favourite event being gunther vs priest, but other matches like logan pauls, or rhea ripley were really good too.
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MONDAY NIGHT RAW - July 29, 2024
I'm pretty hyped for Summerslam. Its cool to see an adequate amount of familiar faces such as cm punk, carlito and
sheamus as well as a bunch of new people such as Dominick mysterious, jay USO or Gunther. I like the commander gimmick
that Gunther has. Been watching a lot of WWE video essays and its given me a lot of insight into Sami zayns past as el
generico, and to see he does comedy too, I wanna see him beat Damian priest, kinda silly name. sami does these crazy air
moves that are really impressive. I wasn't really into women's wrestling when I was younger but I'm also pretty hyped
for the rhea Ripley and liv morgan match. the storyline with Dominick was pretty funny too watch like the 3 words thing
they did. the sami zayn and Dominick mysterious match was very good, especially at the end when all these people came
out going after sami and he handled it all. I love it when the matches fall apart at the end and it turns into unpredicable chaos.
MY RETURN TO WRESTLING - July 28, 2024
Just got back into WWE and I am suprised that I have quickly picked up interest in the stuff again after so many years.
I used to watch it with my brother over 8 years ago and since then, the memories of matches returning and the magic or
pro wrestling is beginning to make sense again. I started by blankly watching muscular men playing out a rehersed fight,
slamming eachother into the ground and that turned, slowly, into an exciting story where you can really feel the pain of
the things they do in the ring. That switch in my brain turned on again and I am excited, right before Summerslam 2024.
Of course WWE has been better in the past, but we do not abandon things after they have peaked, as that certifies that
they will not peak once again.
Thought Drivels
I will not be a slave to indulgences that eat away at both my livelihood and my wealth but I also will not be a slave to
the greed of mindless conservation for the sake of conservation. I wish to be content in my action but not destroyed
from meaningless asceticism, maintaining the idea of purpose in my decisions.
I have and will continue to spend so much of my time seeing how to save and make my money in order to spend it on bigger
things, a family, a home. But beyond that, what is the point? For enjoyment? Will I have to simply abandon my rules for
money when the purpose for doing so is no longer applicable? What's the point of working for money that is only meant to
be wasted by your own boredom. I picture a man in retirement, returning to work to escape the boredom from the
retirement he spent his whole life looking forward to. Are all his toils merely for self gain? I want to have realistic
goals set so that when I achieve those goals in the next few decades, I can not worry about money so much and simply
sustain my being until it stops.
What I am trying to do is to find the lowest possible ratio of money to enjoyment in life and with that, enforcing
humility and seeing all the luxaries that we could easily go without. To see the bare minimum that we can go by on.
the corporation wishes to reduce us to our most sinful and needy behaviors, showing constant dependence towards every
service they provide, and unwilling to find alternatives through our own labour. a religion of unending dependence and
consumption.
Creation Date: September 2024